I'm back...

[Miserystricken]

Hello all,
After the original website got closed down, I had no intention of going onto this one. In fact I hadn't gone onto SIF for a very long time. But I have begun to relapse into the darkest time I have ever been in. I have not ripped my flesh apart as of this writing, but I am not promising anything.
So, I am just saying. I'm back.
Miserystricken

[VioletQaia]

to SIF2!! *hugs* I am sorry that you are going through such a tough time. Don't you ever forget we are all here for you!

[Revenant]

Hey.

It's good to have an outlet, whether you only use it for a little while, or end up sticking around.

Not self-harming is good. But if you're in a place where you relapse, that's not the end-all, be-all. You can make it through and work back around to being all right again for awhile. Trouble comes and goes, but it always does both eventually.

And, other considerations aside, it's good to see you.

[Miserystricken]

Trog,
I never actually WANTED to stop cutting. The love of my life was tearing herself up (mentally) because she introduced me to it unintentionally. So it hurt a hell of a lot more seeing her suffer when I cut than it did to just stuff my emotions (the few that I had). Since getting off of my meds, I have been hit with a wave of emotions that I hadn't felt in years. I could actually feel again. So with this new wave of emotions hitting me, I have changed. I have become more apathetic towards her emotions. So I have begun to relapse into the focused obsession that I get when I want to cut or die.
Sorry for rambling,
Miserystricken

[Owen]

dude!

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