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STARVING, BLEEDING, AND NEEDING MORE THAN YOU CAN GIVE

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STARVING, BLEEDING, AND NEEDING MORE THAN YOU CAN GIVE

Post  silence on Mon Mar 26, 2012 2:55 am

I don't get angry I say,
but that is only three-quarters true.
Every once in a while I seethe.

I'm padding around a dusty kitchen floor...
too weak to sweep, yet still cooking for others.
I don't deserve to eat. I don't deserve to breathe.

I'm careful to wear long sleeves,
keep them out of the food, and hide.
People tend to lose their appetite when they know how much I bleed.

Later I will sit empty, shaking, and alone...
in the bathroom with a blade...
cutting into my arm and watching the flesh recede.

I've been told my eyes have a distant stare these days.
My skin is a pale shade of grey,
and yes, I spend too much time in bed, I concede.

But I'm not sleeping...
just watching the trains of thought go by,
and wishing someone could come fill this endless need.
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Re: STARVING, BLEEDING, AND NEEDING MORE THAN YOU CAN GIVE

Post  Nepenthe on Fri May 11, 2012 5:39 am

Love it.
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Post  silence on Fri May 11, 2012 4:37 pm

thx Very Happy
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Re: STARVING, BLEEDING, AND NEEDING MORE THAN YOU CAN GIVE

Post  Joakim on Mon May 14, 2012 4:36 pm

You put words together so elegantly! You're awesome. Keep posting, I love a good ol' reading. It's particularly fun when the words fit so well together and really touch you.
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Post  silence on Sun Jul 01, 2012 6:17 am

Thanks Joakim Smile That means a lot to me.
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