SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME

[silence]

SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME

I've got a million things,
that I lack the words to say.
So much that I could have been.
but slowly threw away.

So many dreams that I
put down and walked away.
Then sat alone in the dark,
wondering how it got this way.

But there is something wrong...
There's something wrong with me.
Shadows fall across...
across everything I see.

Maybe the cold will take me away.
They say you get warm before you go.
I'd like to feel warmth one last time.
You've been the only warmth I know.

The sun's rays come down,
fall between the trees,
carefully touching the ground,
sure that they never fall on me.

Always in the dark...
Shadows fall on all I see,
because there's always been...
something wrong with me.

I can feel the waters warmth,
covering my face...
Just one quick breath...
and I could leave this place.

I can see the life,
trapped in a fragile vein.
I could set it free,
and with it all this pain.

I could leave it all,
with a swallowed bitter taste...
finally just succumb,
to the truth of all I waste.

Because there is something wrong...
There's something wrong with me.
Shadows fall across...
across everything I see.

I hope they play "Gloomy Sunday",
and bring flowers that are black.
Play sad songs on the pipe organ,
about never, ever coming back.

I hope they let me rest up on the hill,
over-looking the city lights.
So that I may sit and gaze upon them,
on all those lonely nights.

I hope that you can forgive me,
for throwing it all away.
I just didn't have the strength...
no strength left to stay.

[Joakim]

This is really good! Good job!

[silence]

Thanks man

[Owen]

it's good

Last bit made me want to cry

[silence]

I'm sorry I made you want to cry I've just been having a lot of suicidal thoughts lately and I've been trying to express them through poetry. thanks for saying its good

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