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Slip Into Slumber

Post  Nepenthe on Wed Sep 21, 2011 7:28 am

Another old one originally posted on the old sifriends.



Today is just a beautiful day
The birds are singing and the weather is fine
The sun is shining, life seems so divine
The essence of bliss is in the air
The breeze blows back all through your hair
Everything's for certain
The attributes of gratitude lie everywhere...

But that's in your world!
Abstract and alien to mine!
When your sun shines all I'll see is the night
Your most beautiful days won't break my dreary daze
For I am numb
Living in a void where only melancholy roams
No sense of fun
Looking down at life as through the barrel of a gun

To hate who and what I am
All and everyone and everything around me
A half empty glass
Soon to be shattered into shards
No predicting this emotion to pass
So as long as it lasts...
This glass shall slash and graze the skin
While all the while I know that there's no way I'll win

Every night on my hands and knees
Screaming out, praying out to the reaper
"Take me away for I do not belong!
This world wasn't meant for me!"
Too weak to carry on
Yet too strong to die
Curled up, cut up and crying in a corner
Lost and lied and left wondering why

This is my world
A dream of dysphoria, unrest and distress
Where every breath is a trial of survival, a tedious test
For every aspect of living leads to a deed where I'm bled
For I hate...
Most memories and moments that ever lingered in my life
For I am dead!!
A living corpse with only tomorrow to dread

I am nothing for I dwell in nothing
Nullity and blankness in bleakest forms
Poisoned again!
Toxins surging, rushing through these veins
An appalling addiction where only pain's all I'll gain
Still, there's no rest or refrain...
From an overworked brain deprived of peace and decency
Screaming out so loud: the silent wails of lunacy

Here again on my hands and knees
The red will seep as I weep cutting deeper
Suffice to sleep...before I do so wrong!
It's in this world that I do not belong
Too depressed to carry on
Too stubborn to die
I drown away these daymares in a dream to survive
And about the nightmares...at least within them I still feel alive

When will it end?
When will it be over?
Sometimes I think it will never
So as long as it lasts I'll just slip into slumber
I'll forget about the days I dread to remember

If I stay awake I'll commit a mistake
As permanent as these scars upon my skin
My own life I would take out of misery's sake
When on this pain forsaken earth will I ever win?
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Re: Slip Into Slumber

Post  Owen on Tue Oct 04, 2011 3:04 am

This was really sad and made me cry... you bastard Laughing This is really good... like too good...
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Post  Nepenthe on Wed Oct 05, 2011 9:55 am

I don't know what to say but thanks. I get too much of a dejavu feeling reading back over this one. I should take my own advice more often tho...(get the fuck to sleep Will!!!)
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Post  Owen on Thu Oct 06, 2011 4:04 pm

Nepenthe wrote:I don't know what to say but thanks. I get too much of a dejavu feeling reading back over this one. I should take my own advice more often tho...(get the fuck to sleep Will!!!)

I'll drug your drink so you pass out and sleep loads... and I will not take advantage of your passed out self Twisted Evil honest Twisted Evil
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Re: Slip Into Slumber

Post  VioletQaia on Fri Oct 07, 2011 2:51 am

Wow. Just wow. This was really, REALLY good, Nepenthe. It really struck a chord with me, almost like I wrote it...
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